Saturday, 27 December 2014

5 Signs of Aging, especially when you hit mid-twenty.

Oh ya this is scheduled post, by the time you read this, I'm on the way to airport for secret holiday. hahaha...

So where were we?

oh ya, 

5 Signs of Aging, especially when you hit mid-twenty. 

Yeah, based on true story.


  • Found myself dead tired when the clock hit 11pm and wide awake before 7am.

I mean, I used to sleep like 12-ish every single night and still very energetic on the next morning. But now, my eyes can’t take it anymore when the clock hits 11pm-ish so I sleep like a log, snore a little bit, and on the next day, I wake up as early as 7am in the morning! Don’t know why but weekend is also like that! Now knowing the importance of beauty sleep, I even desire to sleep more! Sometime I do a 15-20 mins power nap in the office, too.  Hehehe….

  • Found myself not fancy anymore of Friday night. 


Instead, I’m looking forward to Saturday morning. Sorry , but my Friday night not that happening anymore. Normally after gathering, we will then have second round (or third round). But now, I prefer to go home to sleep in early so that the next day (Saturday!), I can wake up early for a morning run. After that, I will then go to supermarket to buy groceries, making salad for the day, haih talking about aunty life!



  • Found myself finding eye creams for myself.

Ok ah not too extreme. But now I’m on the roll of finding the eye cream for my….dark circle. It is so bad until I can see the hollow of the eye (not hollow of the cheeks ok!) so I really need to do something about it. Otherwise my face is so pale like vampire lack of blood. Can someone suggest any good eye cream for dark circle?



  • Found myself to get motivated to live a healthy life style. 


For example, I’m craving for healthy salad rather than fast food. Eat cleans, train means, and don’t drink alcohol anymore. I used to like Asahi beers but found out that every time I drink it, my stomach is so bloated so I stop ever since. Ok ah maybe special occasion I will then drink a little bit but not on daily basis. Talking about beer belly sorry I don’t want one, please. Rather than gulping those alcohols, I force myself to drink healthy drinks such as water and green tea.



  • Found myself not so ambitious anymore. Not so risk taker anymore, but more like calculated risk? 


I mean, I will think thoroughly about pro and contra before making the decisions. And give no expectation to the people surrounds me. Coz I learnt the hard way, expectation leads to disappointment so I don’t want to even have expectation in the first place. But its different story if it’s to myself, I will set expectation high up to the heaven so that when the things not doing well, at least I still can enjoy the cloud, you know what I mean?

And sorry not related, I keep on telling myself there’s no way I’ll go astray when there’s someone who dear to me call me, mama, rite? Furthermore, now I’m serving in usher ministry in church so I need to behave myself and be a good girl.



Wah! Time flies so fast when I was 15 I wanted to quickly reach 20, when I was 20 I wanted to quickly hit 25, and now when I was late twenties and discover the power of aging I want it to stop! Completely! Haih life is full of surprises!

Thanks guys, for reading my (another) rambling post. LOL

-Deb-


Thursday, 25 December 2014

This is how I feel after serving in usher ministry

As per title, this is how I feel after been serving in usher ministry for 4 months plus.  

I started Ushering on 17 August. Clearly remember at the back of my mind because it’s Indonesia’s national day. Hehehe.


  • Challenges:

What I feel initially…

Trouble waking up early in the morning

Especially waking up Giselle early in the morning. So many things need to be done. Firstly, I had to make arrangement to sleep in early on Saturday night in order for us to wake up early on the next day. Sleep deprivation = grumpy toddler... So to set up her mood right, I tried my best to give her enough time to rest.  Most of the time, we will sleep in as early as 9pm. What we do, brush teeth, wash up, change pyjamas, chit-chat pillow talk, and etc (which already took 1 hr), and by the time she’s in REM mode, it was already 10 plus. And then the next morning what we do, I wake up around 645am, do my own stuffs, and wake her up at around 7.30am, bath her, get her ready, and left home at around 8am. The best part is, I can do multitask such as doing my make up while instructs her to wear her own shirt hahaha talking about the power of word! 

You know what? God is sooo good! All the time! He always provides us with cab every time we stepped out the house! Amen!



  • Baby sitter for the day

I have privileges to choose the nanny of the day, thanks to my LG’s support. But for the first few weeks, I was worrying too much, will she behave, will she throw tantrums, will she miss me or feel left out, and stuff like that, while I’m trying to focus on my usher’s duty. Try to hide away my worry but I know deep inside my heart, nothing good comes out of worrying the unnecessary things.

So after few round of weeks and she get to familiarize with sisters in church….she doesn’t mind to go with them now and surprisingly (based on nanny of the day’s feedback) she is behaving super-duper well…I guess it’s about hitting it hard for the first time and slowly building up a habit…
And suddenly, she become very independent… like eating breakfast by herself such as big girl…go toilets doing her own business by herself. Well, kids are rotten spoilt when the parents around, do you agree?  And when parents is away suddenly they’re like, hey, I’m a big girl/ boy yo!

  • Internal struggle

Ok, this is my internal struggle but I decided to share it here. During ushering, I have trouble to ask people to move seats during service. The reason is because I don’t like to be asked to move my seat that is why I don’t like to ask them as well.
But now it’s getting better already, if I ask but they still don’t want to move, what can I say? Just nod politely and smile lo. For what matters is our response not our initiative. I mean, we can initiatively ask people to move in but if their response is negative (not happy/ black face), we can only just smile and let it be.

And then, all the church goers, why you come so late?

Worst, many people still come late, nearly at the end of the sermon! It was like 10-15 mins before sermon ends, what’s the point of coming then? Should you wake up a little bit earlier on Sunday, and come 3-5 mins before service start? Early bird catches more worms, so does an early church goer receive more WOG...

Ops sorry for the rambling…


So far, during ushering, I’ve been challenged to:


  1. Pray for other people. Many times…I do have difficulty to pray for other people especially in English. I mean, I’m the expert saying prayer to myself because I know myself more than anything else in this world, but to pray for other people? “I barely know you”, this kind of feeling. Because I don’t know whether I will be praying repetitively and sounds dramatically boring anot. Haiz…I shouldn’t let this little thingy bugged me and just pray. God please help me.  
  2. Greet people with smile. I love being Greeter, I mean, my braces are invisible but I can’t smile that BIG and show off my braces, just like that, rite? So until I take off my braces I will just smile moderately, for the time being. Surprisingly, almost 60% of the church goers avoiding eye contact with the greeters, some of them just pass by and play with their hand phone. But I’m quite satisfy with the rest of 40%, they will still greet, smile, and sometime, reply, “good morning” and “thanks”.  So it’s all good.
  1. There was once, I helped a lady, a church goers, who’s feeling unwell during service and wanted to go toilet, I accompanied her to toilet, just to make sure that she didn’t tripped off or something like that. She told me that she just went for operation or something like that, and surprisingly she shared her little story with me. I really appreciate when people just come to me and open up to me sharing her life story.  After that, she thanked me countless time for listening to her story. This small little thing, it somehow, refreshed me from inside out and made my days completely. See…simple gestures but bring smile to my face J 



Ok I think that would be all. Every time serving is a new experience to me. From unplanned peeping seeing my crush till learn how to pray spontaneously. Learnt many new things, meeting many new people, serving together as a team, and best part is, grow together in Jesus Christ. There’ll be more challenges in this ministry and I’m so ready for it. But hey, with God everything is possible, rite?


Amen.

Sunday, 16 November 2014

Asian Market Cafe

Thanks, Boss...for belanja us dinner buffet...

Now it's a new halal buffet restaurant...Asian Market Cafe.



Since I'm on Skinnymint detox program and also, been eating clean for the past few weeks. This outing arrangement is quite impromptu and I cannot just say, " sorry, I can't join", rite? Wait they thought me anti social or what. Anyway, I can't just say no to free buffet dinner, so here we go!


Let's the picture rolls...
















-Deb-


Thursday, 30 October 2014

Rambling time.

It’s time for….Rambling…

Here I am, sitting with my laptop on my lap, listening to new Taylor Swift album, 1989. And ready to write whatever things pops up on my mind, and I don’t care about grammar, topic, flow of the paragraph, and just…talking/ rambling typing . 

Thanks in advance for those who still keen to follow my blog and read this post.

1989 Taylor Swift!


Let's get started!

1. Serial TV Marathon is back!

Yeah! The Walking Dead is back! Plus The Vampires Diaries and The Originals, too! Love love!

So now my spare time filled with serial TV marathon. I don’t know about you but I really do fancy magic cum supernatural cum apocalypse kind of drama rather than uhm...love story. Not to mention, I hate horror movie (especially Thailand, Japan, Asia horror movie, coz I can’t sleep for few nights after watch that) but I do love those zombies, dracula, and vampire thingy…

Why I do like zombies and vampires? Coz I find it they are cool! I loves vampires, who can live hundreds years, stay young forever, and those superpower, etc etc etc. The downside is, whatever they feel will be heightened and well, they thirst of blood but actually they never mentioned (at least on the serial TV) what kind of blood, rite? I can just drink pig’s blood or cow’s blood, the one during confinement period so I’m qualified to be vampires. Hehehe...

Ok, I don’t want to be zombies with all rotten and smelly, think about the brain 24/7 that kind of stuff but let’s talk about The Walking Dead, I think if our world really fallen apart and we all infected with Zombie viruses, I think I knew somehow,  how to survive. I will hide and stock up all the can food, water, batteries, medicines, sanitary pads, and all basics necessities, and then if I have privileges to predict the zombie apocalypse before it happens, I will invest on a good weapon, be it sword or handgun, to protect myself. And hey, in order not to get bitten by zombies, we can use bubble wrap, wrap it around neck and limbs area. Wait…bubble wrap will create noise once poked out, and it will attract zombies…how about those plastic wrap instead, the one to use for slimming session!? 
Oh not to mention, must stock up tampon and sanitary pads, too. Can’t imagine having period in a zombie apocalypse world whereby water is scarce and we don’t even have proper bathroom to clean up ourselves. Oh ya talking about what, must stock up water filter, too.  I don’t want to die because drinking poison water in a zombie apocalypse world. It’s just doesn’t make sense.


Ok, enough for serial TV…now move to another topic, shall we?


2. Teatox Program...again!?

Well, remember few months ago I tried the Teatox program? Well, not only I lose body water but lose only 2 kg. haiz. So now I’m doing it again... Today is my 3rd day and I can feel my stomach less bloated and always fart whenever I drink the night cleanse tea. It does really cleanse my bowel (plus gas...ahem) and I love it as long as I can go toilet every day!  But the morning tea…well, I can feel it makes me less appetite. I can go thru my day w/o any tea break now! Hope this habit develops even after I finished the program!





3. My niece...

On another note, my sis’s is having a baby girl! It’s a girl!!! I can’t imagine how to love another baby except than my own but I’ll love her and buy her more toys!

I pray so that she will inherit big and double eyelid eyes (like me) and slim figure, don’t tell me that chubby baby is so cute, ok, sorry, they might be at high risk of obese but also, don’t be too skinny, too….
I  promise I will pay visit more often now to see my niece, hehe… so excited !

Btw, my sis will be due in December, same month as Giselle’s birthday. So I got an excuse to bring Giselle go home to see parents in Jakarta cum birthday celebration…Welcome to parenthood, sis!


Hmm… whatelse ah!? 



4. StandChard Marathon.

Oh ya, now I’ve been practicing for marathon run. My speed is 8 mins to finish 1 km. so meaning, in order to run 10km, I need at least 1,3 hours, I mean, I can run faster…but not run longer…my stamina is poor let alone my count of breath…I really need to practice at least twice a week, 3-4 km per session. I know it sounds crazy but in order not to “die” during marathon, I need to slowly build up my stamina! 

4.4 km in 31 mins!

Not only practicing running, I’ve been eating clean, too. Buidling stamina must be from inside out also, rite? Eating clean meaning Eating salad and all those greens!
Stupid me, I’ve just found out those buying raw ingredients in supermarket is much cheaper rather than buying in salad shop! And talking about supermarket, I know Fair Price will be much cheaper if you want to buy salad vegetables but Cold Storage offers more variety...Then adding some croutons will add more calories so normally I will opt up those things. To add texture, I add some sausages or eggs so at least fill the stomach to last for half a day.


homemade Salad


Homemade Salad
5. Jap progress.

So next week, it will be my last day of Jap class. After that the rest of the classmate will self-study to take exam on Dec. While me, well…since I missed out the registration period so I’m planning to buy some textbooks to do self-study at home…and preparing myself for…holiday! hahaha no la, I'll be taking the exam on next July 2015....still long way to go...

These are textbook from Sensei, the first one $59 so expensive! 


And yep, to cure my heartache, I’ll be going holiday on Dec! The destination is still secret but really is  an impromptu one.  Spend quite a fair bit because we’re taking a good airline (not budget one, ok) but we booked budget hotel to compensate the expensive flight ticket, hikxx….

I’ve been jotting down the shopping list and my plan is, bring basic necessities and buy more over there!


Conclusion...


Well, I think that’s about it. Thanks for reading this post and yeah, you’ve just wasted your 5 mins reading up this post and I’ve just wasted half an hour of my spare time, too...and now I regret, I could've just done something more productive such as…ermm...maybe teaching Giselle some maths homework!? Haih talking about productivity...


Ok, bye!

-Deb-


Tuesday, 7 October 2014

PMD Review. DIY Microderm at home

Yuhuuu!!!


I came back with PMD review!!!


Picture first!






What is PMD?

PMD is Personal Micro Dermabrasion System, It’s a beauty tool which performs Microdermabrasion, exactly the same as in doctor’s office. So if you know about Microderm or Microdermabrasion, this thing is the DIY tools that you can do it at home.



Benefit of Microderm


A bit of technical here, it is a non-invasive procedures to exfoliate skin and mild skin rejuvenation. Tons of benefits such as, unclogging pores, clear acne thoroughly, diminishing fine lines and wrinkles, shrink the appearance of pores, skin tightening, exfoliates skin, reduce pigmentation, until reversing the ice-pricked scar! 

Well, for me, one of the benefits that I achieve so far is that, no more blackheads and whiteheads and more glowing radiant skin, I don’t even need foundation and concealer to cover up!

When you shedding the outer layer of skin, called as stratum corneum, the body will treat it as a mild injury and quickly speed up the process of renewing the skin cells. Moreover, whatever product or serum that you apply afterwards, it will be absorbed completely without left a trace! 



Background


Remember when I told you that nowadays my skin is very sensitive, cannot go to beauty parlour to do normal facial anymore? Now my skin is very fragile and sensitive, thus even if I do the mildest and simplest extraction also cannot! My skin will either red or tear, then form a scab which takes few days to heal. Haiz…

So apparently, since I cannot do extraction anymore, I religiously use Biore Porepack to remove black and whiteheads (especially on the nose area). But the downside is, it takes too long to let it dry. And moreover this thing might not pick up the deepest blackheads and if I did twice, it will tear my skin and leave redness!




Microderm at office.


The next visit, I told my derma about it hence she recommend doing Microdermabrasion at office. At least do once every month. When she told me about it, I was like, oh ok, let’s give it a try. The first session is about 15-20 mins total and If I remember correctly it costs me about S$ 60 plus. 

So there in the treatment room, I was lying on my back, and after remove all make up/ dirt with their special face wash and toner, there is this machine, like a big box attached to the cable, the handle (which like a stick to me) perform a suction when the machine on. So the doctor said that, not only to clean all the dirt, blackheads and white heads in the pores but it’s also distribute the aluminium oxide micro crystal onto your skin  hence it makes make the skin look radiant and young instantly.


But the downside of this treatment is:

1. Expensive. $60 for 15 minutes suction thingy on my face!? And sometime I feel like the area that they cover not really that thoroughly, they were not into details and just anyhow do one. Maybe I could do much better job than them since I know every single inch of my face very well.

2. A bit reddish on the first treatment, but after that the redness will be subside within 1-2 hours (for me, but some people may have less downtime)

3. Its sting when apply Vitamin C serum (for first time treatment)

4. For me personally, the doctor’s office is always packed and long queue.  Not to mention, must book appointment in advance and it’s so stressful because once I missed the queue number, need to wait and wait and wait, just to get 15 mins Microderm treatment!? I am loyal patient who always visit monthly and yet they don’t give a shit priority queue.



The discovery of PMD online


So after a good 2 session of Microderm at doctor’s office, which make me kind of nervous every single time.  It’s time for me to find beauty parlour that has Microderm service. But after a round of research, the price of Microderm treatment in the beauty parlour is at least $80-200 per session!? 
I don’t understand why it’s so expensive!? Maybe the beauty parlour has advance Microderm machine, or they use gold instead of crystal (that’s explain high cost of the treatment), or maybe I’m just paying for additional service such as massage, good relaxation music, relaxing mask?  Honestly, I don’t need all the massage and all the stuff, what I need is the suction of that microdem device. LOL.

Then I found this brand, PMD, from Blair Juicystar07 youtube video, showing her advertise review PMD beauty tools and I was hooked, immediately! This is the tools that I wanted!!! Then I Youtube-ing it and found a tons of reviews from another blogger.

It is quite popular in the States, in fact, there are tons of online promotion of 25% discount coupon and free delivery locally. But I ain’t living in US and I, obviously jealous to the max coz cannot enjoy the promotion!  In addition, there is an online website offer to international delivery, but I’m a bit hesitant coz the freight cost really cost a bomb and the voltage/ plug is quite different from Singapore. And oh ya! No local warranty, too! So I avoided buying online even if it’s cheaper by few dollars…


Long story short,  I found this Clariancy website and drop email enquiry about the PMD product. 

Yes, it is Clariancy Singapore! Within 3 hours’ time, they replied me with all the details that I wanted to know, price and stuff transparently! Talking about good customer service! 

Good news, there was 10% discount in all Clariancy outlets; and the nearest one is at NEX Serangoon. So off I went to the outlets and bought it! Mission accomplished!



Unboxing and First time attempt


I did unboxing and my first attempt using PMD. But before that, there is a CD instruction to view, in fact, if you search in Youtube, there are tons of review, how to do, feedback, and all that stuffs about PMD. Interestingly, I learnt that this PMD is quite popular in the States.

First attempt, I recommend doing it during evening time, when the sun goes down and you would have more than enough time for the redness/ downtime to be subside. Moreover, after doing microderm, your skin will tend to be sensitive to the sun, so apply sunblock on the next day is a MUST. In fact, you have to always wear sunblock at all times during the day.


So after I cleaned my face and apply toner, I let it dry and start to set up my PMD device. It is so easy, just open up the cap, insert the blue disc, close the cap tightly, and then plug and on the device. At first, the device creates so much noise and it sounds so scary! But now I get used to it already, hahaha. And then try the device on my hand and thigh first, getting it familiarize, and gain more confidence and skill before going direct onto my face. 

It is recommended to go max 2 times on the same area of skin; DO NOT hover and DO NOT stay at one place for long time. The key here is keep on MOVING and MOVING the device, do it in outwards/ upwards motion.

Immediately after that, my face a bit red and hot! I wait for few minutes before I washed my face with water to shed off the dead skin cells. Next, apply toner and serum for maximum absorption.  Then leave it overnight to let the skin rest and heal the redness. Next morning, I’m waking up to radiant and glowing skin due to the new skin cells appearance and maximum absorption from my serum! Yippie!


Price and Product Decription

Mine is a pink one, price is S$ 268.20 and 6 months warranty. Strictly no 1 to 1 exchange and the warranty only for repair the machine :-(

There are 4 colour of disc which as follows.

White disc is a training disc for first time user. 

Blue disc is for beginner user who has sensitive skin. 

Green disc is for advance people who have normal skin and comfortably using this device for quite some time.

Red disc is for those rough skin and trouble skin (such as ice-prick scar and big pores skin condition). Red one contains the most abrasive crystal and it is under supervision when buying the red one.  

The disc can be used up to 2-3 times and it will be worn off after that. The disc replacement cost around $30 for the pack of 6 discs. I think it can last for a good 6 months or more, depends on the how often is the usage.

There are 2 caps total, the big cap, for body and the small cap, for face. 
Do not use interchangeably! Follow the instruction very closely! Fail to do so, it may performs scarring or scabbing, and worst, permanent scar as this device is quite rough for sensitive skin.


The booklet said, it is recommended to use it once a week, or let it rest a week before the next treatment.  And then after using PMD, as it is shed off dead skin cells, it will maximise as much as 20 times the absorption of serum applied.

In conclusion, just read the instruction first and follow it thoroughly. But to know more, click here for more details. 

-Deb-