Updates! May 2015

Wah! The last time I was updating my blog was 2 months ago!

I’m so freaking busy until no time to blog. 

I’ve been busy doing my own shit recently. If it’s not for serving my duty in social life such as: celebrating friend’s birthday, usher ministry, take care of sick baby, Omimai, hen’s night, meeting classmates/ new friend’s for outreaching, and any other stuffs. Sometime, I found myself to be busy catching up drama series (Bye bye The Walking Dead and hello Game of Thrones :-) )

Last Dec, I’ve missed out JLPT N3 registration and as a result, this year July, I have to register and take the exam already. Die die must go!

As much as I would want to find time to study, suddenly, a lot of invitations and requests coming up.  It keeps on coming in one after another and now I really developing a fear of rejecting the invitation without offending someone.  The last time I told my leader that I need to be absence of the activities and gathering in order to find some time to study for my paper, I kena *ceramah* with those verses and advices. Wualao like that also don’t want to understand. Sorry but I’m not as genius as you so in exchange, I need to study hard. No pain no game.

So!

This year I’m quite brave to decide taking N3 test on the top of my CA (advance class). And on the top of working from 9-6, having social life after works, couching Giselle’s homework, and usher ministry. Wow no wonder I don’t even have time to shit. This is crazy. God, wish me luck!

Last week I have anxiety attack, had a severe palpitation and shortness of breath. I thought I’m going to die. I need to really breathe very hard. The feeling is like very full after eating many round of buffet. I suspect that it happens because I’ve been skipping exercise and eating rubbish for almost 3 weeks.  I did chest Xray @SATA and thankfully the result was okay. So after series of Xanax and gastric pills prescribed from doctor, its improving a lot, I really need to relax, man.

I’m kind of person who not only pray but also work hard. I do believe in miracles but we, as a human, also need to thrive hard so that we can get the result we want. It’s just in my blood. Oh no wonder I got anxiety attack last week wtf. For example, yes, we need to pray for our exam, but if we only pray and pray, and not study, how to pass?  You understand what I’m coming from!? So there’s a thin line between pray and work hard, and pray and pray hard.

Sorry random topics,

So since last month I’ve been eyeing on this Baby-G watch and ta daaa! Last week I bought it myself! Got 10% discount some more! Yippie. But the design is so hipster I only can wear it during weekend, hikkxx….

Oh ya and then (another random topics). I'm in love with this bake Kitkat! so yummy!

So easy to make, open up the plastic, pop into mini oven for 2.5 mins, and taadaahh! It's melted and so yummy I can finish the whole packet by myself! LOL.

Ok, I think that would be all. I don’t know when the next time I got free time to blog again but well….I’ve gotta study now! Bye!

-Deb-