I Promise- Jaci Velasquez. 2 weeks before conference.

Hi, what's up? How've you been?

Sorry for long update I've been tight because of work, study, and other stuff. The changes is going to take place very very soon and I'm savouring the last moment of it. Seriously I become more melancholic....in a good way :-D


Not only that, my work piling up after my Japan's trip and hell I'm still clearing my emails 700++ up to date :-(


It's ok. God gimme grace.


And then, I've been distracting about Malaysian election. So interesting to follow about all the updates, anger, corrupted, unfair voting, and all the stuff. ha ha. Telling to myself, it's almost the same when Pak Suharto still ruling Indonesia 14 years ago.


Then now, 2 weeks before Hope Conference. Frankly, I'm not really that excited like last year. But I still pray that something will happen or miracle will took place. No expectation. So I don't get dissapointed. If I get something I'll be so happy. But if I don't get, it would be fine for me. So again no expectation. This year, I'm going with a totally different group of people. Not like last year, I played hide and seek with someone I felt awkward to be with. (yes, It's you. If you reading this. h*** you!) This year, I'm good with a new community. New group. which I believe they no judge or set high expectation of me.

Oh I received daily devotion email from church also. Which I religiously follows (at least until now), I read it together with the daily devotion which leader prepared for us. Give face la must read hor, I understand he must be spending so much time and effort to prepare this so I'm pretty much touched and appreciated, I will complete this Bible Reading Plan till year end.

Again, God gimme grace. More grace.


Since I'm reading online bible now, must I well share it here...

Psalm 3:3
But you, Lord, are a shield around me, my glory, the One who lifts my head high.
I call out to the Lord, and he answer from his holy mountain.
I lie down and sleep. I wake again, because of the Lord sustain me.
I will not fear though ten of thousands assail me on every side.

After reading this passage, suddenly I remember Chris Tomlin song's, " And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us. And if Our God is with us, then what could stand again. "

Amen.

Oh ya random, I like this song so much, I Promise by Jaci Velasquez. Kinda talk to me in a different way.

:-D