I've got no choice but to post this unimportant post. I don't know why these few weeks has been such a tiring weeks for me. I felt ( and still feeling it right now) like everyday is a tiring day, work, study, pray, eat, socialise, basically these activities which getting on with this life, making a shit out of me.
I'd prefer spending my time alone, having serenity time... quite quality activity... hibernating mode...
Frankly speaking, I've been sleeping quite early few nights, wake up quite late few mornings, trying to breath in deeply, walk slowly, wait patiently, and basically just like in an usual hibernating mode, I'm longing to feel relax, feel my very own self, and doing my own thing.
Well, even now I'm still in a mid- twenties (*ahem) but inside me, I feel like 40 years old. I'd get easily tired and fall sick nowadays, blame it to the germs or braces or whatsoever. People said this snake year is no good, which bring bad and negativity for those rabbit- type (like me) or any others Chinese zodiac, BUT I REFUSE to believe in that kind of thing. I just feel the need to rest and surrender every worry that I have unto Him, my Father, my creator. Almighty God. Agree!? Amen to that.
So here's the pics that I've taken during my slow-walk. These beautiful flowers, created and nurtured by God. Suddenly this Indonesian Christian's song, passing thru my minds.
^Diberi keindahan^
^Terlebih diri-ku^
^Dikasihi Tuhan^
Amen.
:-D
-Deb-
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